Does anyone think when I don’t post something I’m in a bad mood? There are a lot of times when I’m really just too busy but there are many many times when that is absolutely true.

Today I had an interesting horse incident. That horse picked his leg up in this “kick” position, like way high, and was freaking out when I was grooming him. I’ve never seen anything like it. I mean it was unsettling to say the least. Crazy. The lesson itself was “okay” not great. And it’s discouraging not to make any progress and then of course to almost get killed is not good either. And why can’t anyone be around to see this behavior? It’s discouraging. Oh yea, I already said that.

Then this Obamacare is enough to make you want to slit your wrists. I was very happy with my minimal payment until the other day when they tacked on HUNDREDS of dollars because I can’t prove that I’m going to be employed this year. So because I’m not working I’m being penalized HUNDREDS. It’s crazy. So all day (after horses) I’ve been writing my appeal letter. I don’t really know what to ask for, so I just asked them to cancel it altogether because I can’t prove that I can get a job and I can’t pay hundreds of dollars for health insurance. So whatever. The system is so effed up.

Tashah is being a big help, I think. She is waiting on Jorden and entertaining him. So he is pointing out to me that being waiting on is his “norm.”

I need my mommy.


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  1. I feel your Obamacare complaints. Last year I had a similar issue. This issue wasn’t exactly an issue with Obamacare, but with our Republican Governor’s refusal to expand medicare in protest and solidarity with the Republican stance that Obamacare is to be thwarted at every turn.

    What that boils down to is this: if you make BELOW a certain amount, in PA I think it’s $13,000 or so, then you are no longer eligible for health insurance premium discounts for Obamacare. The (Obamacare) thinking is that you make so little that you can’t afford even a discounted premium and should therefore get FREE health insurance through your state’s medicare system. This assumes that your state is willing to expand it’s medicare.

    Republican Governor’s refused to expand medicare which meant that if you were so poor that you couldn’t afford discounted insurance premiums then you had to either pay full price premiums or you were sh$t out of luck. So in essence, if you have no job or make very little you have to pay more money than you would if you made slightly more money. Or you could just not have health insurance.

    Like I said, I don’t know what your state does, but last I checked you have a Republican Governor so it’s possible that this is why your premiums have gone up now that you are out of work.

  2. Debbie Monahan on June 3, 2015 at 8:14 pm said:

    Being busy is a good thing. Don’t feel bad if you can’t post everyday, after all, you do have a life that needs your attention now and again 🙂 We can wait for your updates when you have time….sometimes I don’t look at my mail if I go to Conneaut! I enjoy reading them whenever you feel like writing them. Thanks for letting me be a part of your journey.

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