Does anyone think when I don’t post something I’m in a bad mood? There are a lot of times when I’m really just too busy but there are many many times when that is absolutely true.
Today I had an interesting horse incident. That horse picked his leg up in this “kick” position, like way high, and was freaking out when I was grooming him. I’ve never seen anything like it. I mean it was unsettling to say the least. Crazy. The lesson itself was “okay” not great. And it’s discouraging not to make any progress and then of course to almost get killed is not good either. And why can’t anyone be around to see this behavior? It’s discouraging. Oh yea, I already said that.
Then this Obamacare is enough to make you want to slit your wrists. I was very happy with my minimal payment until the other day when they tacked on HUNDREDS of dollars because I can’t prove that I’m going to be employed this year. So because I’m not working I’m being penalized HUNDREDS. It’s crazy. So all day (after horses) I’ve been writing my appeal letter. I don’t really know what to ask for, so I just asked them to cancel it altogether because I can’t prove that I can get a job and I can’t pay hundreds of dollars for health insurance. So whatever. The system is so effed up.
Tashah is being a big help, I think. She is waiting on Jorden and entertaining him. So he is pointing out to me that being waiting on is his “norm.”
I need my mommy.